You Can See it From Space
This last weekend, my good lady and I visited my old homestead. It was thus that I had occasion to find myself in a graveyard with my Mom. It's not as if this was a regular Mom-and-son thing, it's just that when I'm visiting, she has someone to carry the watering can.
We go out in these instances to tend the flowers that Mom's planted at the graves of my father, grandfather, and grandmother.
Malcolm, Len, and Grace.
It was also hellaciously hot. Come to think of it, most of my trips to cemeteries have fallen on scorching-hot days.
I wonder if this means something.
In any event, while we were watering the flowers, I noticed that what had been a quaint-historic graveyard was now loomed over by a giant box-store. I generally don't have any negative feelings toward Homehardware, but - man, this thing was monolithic. What had been a kind of Lothlorien with headstones was now just a place next to a gigundous box-store. It used to seem that the peace and wilderness went on forever. Now, from my grandfathers' grave, I see a gigantic corrugated-metal cliff-face, emblazoned with illuminated letters. They are, large, orange, and proclaim "We've Got Lumber!"
Upon reflection, I think maybe I'm more concerned about this epiphany I'm having concerning my life's cemetery trips and devilishly hot days.
Anyway, after poking-about and making sure that our various plants got a drink, I had some water left in the watering can - so I set off looking for drooping flowers on any other grave. This is when I realized that all of the other flowers on the other monuments were fake. They were made of paper, plastic and some of nice fabric - but none of them were real.
It was very hot and all manner of humid, I found myself in some kind of existential Twilight Zone episode, and my Mother was wondering why I was giggling.
But, then again, I'm on medication.

Aug 2nd
2006
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